Yup.

Love this movie, love this scene. Although, I'm not sure I'd want a guy telling me the stuff in the first two and a half minutes of the clip. . . ;)

All My Friends. . .

Okay, so it's not this extreme, but it is starting to feel a little like it (By the way, if you haven't read this book I wholeheartedly recommend it. It is a fabulous--and quick--read. Well worth your time.). I was invited to three mission farewells today, I was only physically able to make it to two.

But all my friends, although not dead, are leaving to different parts of the world. And it's for a good purpose, and I love that they are good enough and strong enough to serve, but it's weird at the same time. And I'm going to be one of those almost-dead friends too.

I think the weirdest part about all of this is the fact that I've known a lot of these people for years. And they've been a good part of my life. And now they're leaving. And I'm leaving, and everyone's going to change. For the better of course, but we will still all change. Isn't it crazy? Once you're out of high school, everything--everything--changes except the truth of this gospel. And that's why we're all willing to leave our family for eighteen to twenty-four months: we want others to know that there is hope in this world. There is a constant, and there is a way back to our Heavenly Father.

Alive Again

This is going to sound pretty nerdy but. . .

I

Love 

Band!

Oh how I've missed it. And, like with everything else in this world, I didn't know just how much it did for me until it wasn't there. And even then I didn't realize how much it feeds me until tonight. 

Tonight I played in a wind symphony.

It's the lower of the two non-audition bands, but I still love it. To be able to make music with a group, to move with a mutual purpose, to play. . . It gives me life. It lifts me up.

(This sounds super cheesy, I know. But I'm on cloud nine right now)

I've said this before, but it's as true today as it was the last time I said it. And the time before that, and all the times before that: music is and always must be a major part of my life. Without music, I honestly believe I'll shrivel up. Thank goodness I'm blessed enough to have music in my life. Because that way, I can truly live.

You Learn a Lot in College

I should be practicing right now, but I needed to write.

Yesterday, I was able to experience real-life juxtaposition. I was able to see the drastic differences in human beings. I don't know what causes these differences, but I am so grateful for the guys out there who are respectful, who possess a fabulous sense of humor, who consistently make me laugh (and laugh with all of me), who want to get to know me as the person rather than the pretty toy, who teach me things in a way that I don't feel belittled, who are bright with the light of Christ.

And, in a way, I'm grateful for the guys out there who throw their arm around me like I'm suddenly their's even if we've only just met, who make me feel icky, who have the stupid male ego that they have to satisfy at my expense, who I simply don't feel comfortable around. I'm grateful for them because it makes me realize just how much more rare and precious those other guys, the bright ones, are. It makes me recognize that there is still light out in the world, and that I can find friends who are like that.

Mostly, yesterday gave me a bit of social whiplash. But you know what? I know where I need to go from here, I know who to stay away from and who to spend time with. And things will be good. But right now, I'm just grateful for this insight. You learn a lot in college.

I'm Pretty Sure...

. . .That every hipster on BYU campus can be found in the HFAC (Harris Fine Arts Center). Just sayin'. I actually kind of like it. It's fun (and entirely not creepy) to people-watch in this building. This is a happy place :)

That's all I have to say on that right now.

Temple Square

So I went to Temple Square on a group date way back before Christmas. . . I just haven't done anything with the pictures until today. So. . .  Here they are. Better late than never, right? ;)

Here stands the beautiful Sabrina in front of the fireplace at City Creek. We parked there so we got to walk through for a few minutes on our way to dinner and the lights.

My favorite temple. . . :)

This one's a little blurry, but I love the faces. Front (left to right): Ben and Brittney. Back (left to right): Sabrina and Parker

And this is with the flash. . . Kind of gross.

Me and my date, Nick.

I'm going there someday. . .

I think this one is my favorite. . . Of the temple, that is.

Bubble lights on the reflective pool. . .

It was incredibly cold that night, but it was also a lot of fun. I love Christmas lights :)

Guys,

Textbooks are expensive.

Like WAAAAY more than I want to pay for a book I won't see after May.

But I am so blessed to be attending college so I can't really complain all that much, can I?

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Also, I learned (again) the other day that your life truly is what you decide it to be. If you decide it's going to be a wonderful day nothing that happens is going to change that: you'll manage to see the silver lining no matter what. Of course, it's as true for the negative as it is for the positive. And I personally prefer happiness over grumpy spirits. So I'm going to challenge you to decide every morning that today is going to be the best day you've ever had.

And then see what happens :)